Down

Feeling really down and crap tonight. Just full on sad for some reason. No one thing in particular, just lots of little things adding up I guess. It's been a great week at work, but my eating has been horrendous, and exercise pretty much non-existent. Feeling fat and gross and pathetic. It's not helping that the house is a mess and we haven't been to the supermarket. Also just worked out that the glass that the boys smashed when they were drunk the other weekend was one of the precious glasses my sister gave me for my 21st. Those glasses traveled all the way around Canada with me, back to NZ, then over here to Aussie. They have been n our shelves for less than 2 weeks after being in storage for years, and already one broken. It sucks!

Also doesn't help that Parker is being a right pain cos he's bred, and he's terrorising the cat. Poor cat!

I need to get myself into gear. There is not long at all now until Europe, and I've worse off than when I started Operation Europe. Feeling so down on myself. Need to get my act together and get sorted. Maybe I should just go for a run now. Get it out of my system. Will probably feel so much better. But it's dark, and it's cold. And today is supposedly my rest day. If I run today will I be too tired for the workouts this week? Mind you, I need to walk Parker in the morning as we won't have time tomorrow after work, so won't be doing a proper workout then. Unless I can get Greg out of bed to walk him. Don't really see that happening though.

Thinking I just needed a rant. Parker is going crazy. Think I will take him for a walk and get some time out for both of us.